June 2013
Today was my first day at work. I really like this job so far. I work at a girls clothing store but apparently it’s also for women going through a mid life crisis who like to go shopping with their besties. The customers I dealt with were really nice which was surprising considering it is at cool springs. A lot of teenage girls with their moms, and they were actually nice to their moms which means there is hope in the world. There was one mom and daughter, the daughter was over 21, beautiful, and her mom was visiting for a few days and wanted to take her daughter shopping. They were so cute. I felt bad because at one point there was a girl who was trying on a dress and a top and walked out of the dressing room empty handed but she was standing in front of the dressing room with her arms across her chest while talking to her friend. I quickly asked, “where are the clothes you tried on?????” My tone was somewhat rude and she caught on fast and told me they were in the dressing room so I went and got them and she rolled her eyes at me. I felt really bad and very embarrassed but you really can’t be too safe. Over all, great day!
You are incapable of love. You are incompetent when it comes to trust. In other words, your heart and your soul are like two left feet. You are constantly stumbling. The longer you are the way you are, the longer you will be utterly alone.
If you ever try to talk to me, I swear I won’t say a damn thing.
Last night I got a slap of reality mixed with me being stupid. I didn’t remember until now. I was looking at old conversations, since apparently iPhones don’t really delete messages. And I just kept looking at it and other things. And my friend asked me, “why do you do this to yourself?” And in that moment I realized it is me. I put myself through hell when I shouldn’t.
Ladies!
We all struggle when it comes to dieting and working out. Mainly because we want results, we want them fast and we DON’T want to work for it. With that mentality, don’t get upset when you’re liquid diet with no exercising what so ever doesn’t work. Stop eating garbage and get off your butt! Don’t drink soda, water is your friend and you won’t gain an additional two pounds a month from drinking it. And for you ladies who have had a baby, it’s possible. It’s so hard to find the time to work out and cook healthy meals but you can do it! There are great 30 minute workouts you can do, go on a run or a walk with your kid/kids. It’s all about breaking bad habits. And even though the scale isn’t showing the results you want right away, your confidence will show you positive results and you will stay motivated. Every day is a new day. I suggest going to laurenconrad.com and read the fitness blogs. It has some great tips for eating and exercising! It’s a journey and it is all about improving yourself. If I can do it, you can too!
