December 2010
im a tad annoyed.
Every year, we all say “I want this year to be better than the last.” I don’t think we realize that we are the ones who control this goal. I mean, we all bitch and complain about all of our regrets, all of our mistakes, all of the unnecessary events surrounding unnecessary people who are in our lives, when we can easily push them out and make room for people who care. Why do we waste so much time and effort into the people who will never return the favor? Why do we just sit around hoping, “maybe they will change their stubborn ass ways?” They won’t. We ask that the new year will not hold heartbreak, and that we won’t get hurt. And again, you’re in control. You’re the one who desires who and what you love, and it’s your choice. Instead of saying, “I want this year to be better than the last” pick your sorry ass up, stop complaining and wish your life could be better, and get rid of the people who treat you like shit will change. Everything you desire, and your happiness starts with you. I’m tired of complaining about false hope and high expectations I place upon others, and I want to have a good fucking year. I’m tired of this bullshit and negativity. I want 2011 to be a hell of a lot better than 2010, and I will make it that way.
People change. Feelings change.
It doesn’t mean that love once shared wasn’t real.
It simply just means that sometimes when people grow..They grow apart.
