I don’t understand why i like you so much. i don’t understand why i always go back to you. you take what you want from me and then leave. when i’m around you i can honestly say i feel complete and truly happy. you make me feel more comfortable than anyone i have ever met. i don’t know what to do anymore.
people who are completely ungrateful, piss me off more than anything. how can people sit there and complain when they can do absolutely whatever they want? i know everyone has there troubles, but when you have control of your life and you have nothing holding you back but yourself, then thats a problem. i gave up everything. i would never want to see anyone go through what i have gone through. if you think being a teen mom is easy, fun, that it means you’re not lonely and always happy, then you are basically slapping every teen mom and all moms in the face. because it’s the hardest fucking thing in the world. if you can’t control your own life, or keep yourself healthy, clean, and happy, then you are in no shape to have a kid. everyone thinks it’s so easy. it’s not. i would do anything to just sit around my house, sit on the computer and just sleep whenever the fuck i want. but i can’t. my life is no longer my life. it’s my daughters. if you can’t put yourself last, then don’t be a mom.